sooooo cuteee!! :D
I actually just needed you to be a little more selfish, frank, persistent & assuring.
growing old is a scary thing.
today my grandma shat on my parents’ bed when she was taking a nap. saw her soiled pants and told my aunt, so we helped to change her out of her bottoms and her feces was flowing out uncontrollably.. She told us to close the door and that she would change herself, then loud thuds were heard and we opened the door to see her sitting on the floor.. the shoes she was wearing weren’t giving her enough grip and she lost way :((( extremely painful sight to see. :’( and throughout the entire event my mum and aunt were making alot of comments, like ‘ma next time must tell us when you feel like shitting, ma you cannot shit on the bed, ma we are throwing away your soiled underwear’ etc etc. grandma’s face was straight with a tinge of embarrassment and sorrow :’( it was obvious she didn’t want to be of any burden to any of her children, but what can she possibly do right? growing old and causing problems wasn’t something of her choice :( ohman alot of thoughts provoked while I was helping to clean up, what if the same thing happens to me when I grow old?
growing old is really a scary thing.
:)
need to stop thinking so much, else it’s gonna be history repeating itself all over again. it’s time I need to u-turn. cause it’s never good to grow attached to anything/anyone
‘I’ve found my destination.’
:)
expect less.
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